Saturday, 21 June 2008 @ 13:38:00
Hey I've good news PEEPS!!!I passed my Bronze Medallion(BM) Test, which makes me an official and qualified lifeguard already!Yippie... Now I can really represent AC in the NUS Lifeguard Competition (Invitational)LALALA... I'm much more relieved now.Man, this june hols just spin away like this.1st wk I had swim camp. Erm, which I felt it didn't go well for me. SUCKS MAN.Alrite, then I've no idea how I spent my 2nd wk... I watched like 3 dramas in the 3rd wk till the mid of 4th wk. Now it's the 2nd last day of my Holidays, yet I haven't even started on my school work. Terms is just 44 hours away... Anyway, my holidays are occupied by lifeguard trainings every day... n Swimming trainings everyday but I didn't go for swimming trainings...I just confirmed that I'm participatin in the National Swimming Championship for the 400m and 800m Free style events. Good game. I don't think I can even meet the qualifying times. This is stressing me out.I've no idea why I just cannot start studying... n just let my time dwindle away... I've no idea why I can even be online and writing this entry... At least, I met up with Fann on thursday after my training to do some maths... Zzz ok thats the first homework I did in the hols. I really cannot stay at home if I want to study.I miss all my friends and buddies. How I wish they're always with me. Sad enough, 98% of them are not in AC.When was the last time I Talked to xiaoxi... Hmm maybe on the 13th June when I met YiTong and she just passed me her HP which xiaoxi is on the line. I only talked to her like 3sentences...Haish, why is my life so sian?!I search for a goal in life...but I still CAN'T find it...Perhaps I'm rummaging in my confused emotions for happiness...I always feel something important is missing in my life ever since the start of the year..What's preventing me from sitting down and mug amidst my notes? I guess it's myself...How can I start? HOW?"All our dreams can come true - if we have the courage to pursue them." - Walt Disney
Can I do it? Perhaps I can with discipline, motivation, perseverance and habit.
How about my courage and resolution?
Shall carry on daydreaming...
& I wake up to a beautiful day
