It has been such a long time since I last blogged.
In this 10weeks, many things had happened around and to me.
Today is the last day of term one, and I should make a summary for term one.

I was extremely turned off on day 1 of the 1st orientation. I felt so rejected by.... I guess it's myself. I did not manage to do well enough to go to NJC. Mugger school, but that's a place where I'll get influence to study HARD. I did not really enjoy the orientation games at all. I was moody as well for the following days. The worst thing is, I did not have my best friends with me at acjc. There were so many RVians but I only know a minute number of them. I could not have the usual fun with my class and irontwelve + a slut(hahahaha). I felt ac is damn boring for me. I could not be the usual me. I had to become somebody else. For a moment, I thought I would lose myself and turn to somebody else that would be a total stranger to all my RV friends even to myself. I had nobody to hang out with. Nobody to come to school and go home with. Nobody to rant all my unhappiness to... I was unhappy for a few weeks... And the sian-ness just accumulated inside me day by day.
All I could do was to stick to my OG from the beginning. But they were foreign to me... As if I just got kinnapped onto a spaceship full of aliens. (I'm not saying that my og mates are alien but just trying to say that I know nuts about them.) There were many things that happened along the way, but I'm lazy to narrate it one by one.
One thing that I must stress is that my OG is nice and cool somehow. I'm lucky to meet really nice people that helped me to adapt to ac till i'm now neutral to the school. The staff and teachers were a bunch of caring n helpful people who have a great deal lot of concern for the students.
The other thing is I have to THANK Chrislyn, Gim Leng and WeiRong who really accompanied me at the O2 campfire that helped me find myself back. We danced very enthusiastically. I was damn high!!! That night, I just flunk out all my angst that I felt so light on my way home.
I went home with Gim, and she thought me a way of screeching!! It was damn dumb but damn cool. LOL.

I joined Lifeguard Corps and MRC(media resource club). 2 CCAs. I hope I can cope well as I still have 2 other external commitments. LIfeguard is superbly fun!!! Y i joined lifeguard??? LOL It's more meaningful than joining swimming where you just swim laps. I just would love to swim but not competitively, hence lifeguard will suit me! As for MRC, I want to learn how to make and create a video of quality and high entertainment value but so far I was learning some other technical stuffs which I'm not very good at. Zhongxian said "Janice, can't you not react so slowly?!". I guess I still not fully awake yet early in the morning and I tend to stone.

I felt kind of attached to lifeguard only in such short period of time... Reminds of the RV Carrots all the time... The old good times....
As for MRC, I duno what's happening half the time...
Like I duno what's happening in my OG half the time...
ACJC will be my second home for 2years... So I shall have my eyes, mind and heart open widely be receptive and learn to appreciate things (when I try to look at them at a different angle and focus on their good points) that I don't really like but have some kind of purpose.

However, I sorta lose the interest to study... I played through 10 whole weeks!!!!! I haven been doing any homework. I'm doomed in Maths. Damn hard. Chapter 5 is starting soon after march holidays but I'm still stuck at chapter 2.... HELP!!! I hate the graphic calculator it's so tedious... I hate math lectures as well!!! I'm a sci student in AC, by right I'd have to do alot of work by myself... but I've done nothing. I won't be able to catch up my work in march hols cos 3/4 of it will be gone for lifeguard camp as well as preparing for my organ exam on 12 mar!!! Zzz I've a feeling that I'll do very badly for organ exam and then fail... Zzzzzzzzz

Okay peeps! Don't worry, be happy. Janice will still be very adorable and bubbly even in AC.
-In the process of being AC-fied.

Stay tuned!

The ONE n ONLY ♥ J A N I C E ♥.








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