Tuesday, 15 May 2007 @ 22:18:00
Gosh.
I realised that actually I'm having a heart attack subconciously whenever I recieved my papers back. Even though I don't seem to care much consciously when I got them back.
LALA.
I'm doing badly for both my languages.
Those were my greatest worries.
I just can't get the techniques right.
I really have to thank my friends for being there for me.
Thanks guys!
ToDAY had photo taking with my class n CCA.
I realized that it was the 4th time that I was taking the photo.
Haish.
Freaking fast.
I don't know.
I really don't know.
Perhaps I'm no longer the chripy girl whom I used to be.
I'm full of worries.
And every single moment I'll be thinking about them.
I just can't help being pessimistic.
Everything seems to be rushing down at me.
I can't dodge in time, and fell into the whirlpool behind.
I can't get out from the whirlpool!
Anything that is caught in one would be sucked to the center and next your fate tells you that u face death.
That's it.
K.O
I want to go GOLD COAST with carrots if possible.
I hate it when my bank account is dried up.
Zzz.
Now, i can't buy anything even if I have the spare time to shop.
I'm having this urge to splurge.
However, I know I shouldn't do that.
It's silly.
Well, I guess I need to watch movie again to cheer myself up.
Oh I attended a short track training today.
It's the shortest ever due to the phototaking session.
Partly because I'm taking 100m trial since I've not taken.
Others were already practising their events- eg. baton passing.
Hmm.
Track is not that bad after all.
I tHink i should change my attitude towards it and try to like it.
Enjoyment is very important during the process.
No enjoyment, no perfermance, no satisfaction.
Well, I'm going to train with Mr Lee since I'm doing 1500m or 3000m according to Mr Pandian.
I hadn't really have a good long sleep even though exams already ended last week.
I don't have the mood to do things or for certain things.
I even lost the interest to eat my meals.
& I wake up to a beautiful day
