EvEry nEw bEginNing ^^,
Friday, 6 January 2006 @ 21:47:00
hey evrybody had a gd start this year?!
hmmm
mee??!!
ehhh~
I'm nt very sure lehz
things seem to move quite smoothly
but
again
stilll
moving roughly recently for me
sorry i've kinda abandon my blog for months...
I dunno what's the problem with me..
or rather nt entirely my problem
I just dun find things in sch gng well
arghh
get pissed by evrything
y am i lyk this
i seriously hav no idea
but im juz tired of it
tired of wat?
i asking myself as well
hmmm
my class?
orh it's definitely gng well n very fine
butt..
dere is juz sth out dere getting in my way..
getting on my nerves!!!!
aiya dunno lar
sometimes i feel dat nobody is listening to me
dey act as if nv hear wat im saying la
mayb dey nv hear..
but it's impossible for dem nt to hear cos i speak loudly can
faggg
sorry to use dat word
emotional?
hmm
this is quite tricky yeah?
i tink im juz emotionally unstable..
but wat cos dat to happen
buddha knows
im trying my best to be in my best mood each day
n nt show my unhappiness on my face
which affects others' mood....
i really dun wan dat, seriously..
but i juz cant help it at times la..
hmm im just straight forward....
every emotion will show on my face..
nope...
im nt having probs wif cca
it's totally fun n i enjoy trg now!
can somebody tell me wat's bothering me?!
hahaha
anyone who is reading this may probably tink im mad la
asking ppl wat's my prob..
but.. but..
haish 4get it..
just let me be can
develop some kind to depression syndrome
n die earlier lar
sometimes i really tink this world sux
cos there r way t0o many stupid idiotic things
that u cant understand n explain...
aiyoyo..
y am i saying all these bad thingyS LYK
just 2hrs b4 my BIRTHDAY???!!!!!
hope dat tmr's little celebration with my family
and FRIENDS wiLL do me good
and cheer my up...
finding my spastic self...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
&
A SWEET FIFTEEN
& I wake up to a beautiful day