wat a suay day!
Tuesday, 22 March 2005 @ 00:55:00
today is the 1st day of sch... n i am damn suay today lor... haiz... 1st thing in the morning is that i woke up late!!! 6.10 then woke up... I'm supposed to be at boonlay mrt liao lor... alamak... late for training... sorry to *u* that only ran awhile n nationals is round the corner... then... aft break duning HCL lesson then i realized that i didnt bring my zuo4 wen2 n mdm tia got my name down in the md plus fa2 jian3 bao4 sia... kaoz... so many hw today... lotsa suay thingys happenned to me lor!! suayest day in RV!!!Haiz~ hav been feeling down these few days... studies n running n organ skills n many more stuffs of mine have been going down slope.... dont know what's the problem with me lor... I used to excel in all these thingys de lor... wah seh... now deteriorate untill liddat... felt like such a failure... feeling so stress... I've been putting so much effort into my com n ppl didnt even notice that... have I been wasting my time n effort n opportunities which cause me a down fall in my cross n everyone else made great imrpovements when I am falling down a clifff... did I made a wrong decision...anyone answer my qns?! I tink Mr Tan n Mr Lee are disappointed... I really let them down... Mdm Tia getting bu shuang with me liao... y is the world turning against me at this very moment when I needed utmost support n help... Felt really like a failure... felt like giving up in everything... =(((
& I wake up to a beautiful day
